Whirlwind and Dissappointments

I haven't poured out my brain and my thoughts lately.  One reason: It's amazing how fast time flies when you are busy!! 2: It's amazing to me how little time I actually have to think when I am working and taking care of my family!  I, some days, won't have a thought that would fill up one sentence here, at least one that another would want to read.   3: I forget about this little handy pouring put of myself...even though I enjoy the reading and feedback, sometimes it's not as private as I would like to go deep.

But here's where I am today.  I am disappointed.  I don't like liars and back stabbers first of all.  I, also, don't like it when people play nice to your face when really they intend on giving you a proverbial birdy finger!  I am one that gives honesty, even when it hurts, and I ask for honesty, even when it hurts.  I don't like it when people are all out for themselves and when it comes to business...it doesn't always pay off does it?  But the redeemer here is always the Almighty God and my promises from Him!!

I also wonder where Christians have gotten so off?  What?? The Word of God is too hard??? The Word of God is boring??? The Word of God is ________???? You fill in the blank.  Because if you can really ask or say any of these questions, then I would say don't waste your time calling yourself a Christian and let's call a lost soul a lost soul!!  Now, don't misunderstand...I know that God can handle doubt and I know that God can handle questions, but what appalls Him must be that people that claim to be His don't want to talk with HIm or get to know Him.  I have actually heard Christians apologize for reading the Word...even at church!!! WHAT??? I don't care what you have to say...tell me what He has to say! 
I want to go deeper and I will never have enough, in Jesus' name, til I am sitting with Him talking in person!!

and the ultimate disappointment??  I'm out of deposit slips!! haha...that's really sarcasm and joking. But I am out of them and it will make tax tackling tomorrow a little more procrastinated....

May I fall on my face in Awe!!

"For if we go on sinning willfully after receiving the knowledge of the truth, there no longer remains a sacrifice for sins, but a terrifying expectation of judgment and the fury of a fire which will consume the adversaries.  Anyone who has set aside the Law of Moses dies without mercy on the testimony of two or three witnesses.  How much severer punishment do you think he will deserve who has trampled under foot the Son of God, and has regarded as unclean the blood of the covenant by which he was santified, and has insulted the Spirit of grace?  For we know Him who said, "VENGEANCE IS MINE. I WILL REPAY." And again, "THE LORD WILL JUDGE HIS PEOPLE."  It is a terrifying thing to fall int the hands of the Living God"
Hebrews 10:26-31